Turn off

I don't know about anyone else, but I seriously find it a turn off when a guy on a profile picture isn't wearing a shirt and probably no pants..All that is showing is there torso and then cuts off before there junk is showing.. there head is also cut off.. All this tells me is they arr looking for is a one night stand or some girl to have sex when they want it. I guess being single and kinda looking for Mr.Right I don't want to see that it is disrespectful for those who are looking for a serious relationship.. i am not old fashion or anything like that it just irritates me.

What is sleep?

I hate nights where you just can't sleep. No, matter how hard I try..I turn off the TV and all the lights, I still find myself looking up at the glow in the dark paint that my brother put on the ceiling when it was his room.  I can't even take a 30 minute nap, I end up being up all night long. I try drinking Hot Tea. Sometimes I take Melatonin, that works for about an hour if I am lucky.

My favorite things to do on my wonderful sleepless nights are I love watching TruTv I love Forensic Files or The Investigators. I also like Food Network or Travel Channel. Those shows are a very good destruction.  I sometimes I will draw or make Jewelry. I have to keep myself busy or I would go nuts.

One day I will have this sleep thing figured out. When I was a kid I had it figured out. I have hope. I will take suggestions from anyone!



I know this short and all. I may not post everyday just depend on whats going on. It's 4:30 am and I am going to try to attempt the sleep thing!
.  Good night all

Trying to watch What I say!

I know I'm not the only one with watching what I am saying.  Not only with saying something I am not suppose to just anything in general.  I am a little better at not saying certain things to certain  people, I have learned that people take what you say and stretch and bend it and make it worse that what it really is or they leave out the important details on what you say or what I say and it cause people to be pissed at me.  I am not very trusting anymore. The one person that isn't my family that I trust not many of my friends don't like.. But this person has always been there for me I can tell her anything that is bothering me or just anything and she don't go running her mouth to any one.  I want more friendships where I can trust again. I am bored I sit at home I do nothing.

My mouth problem is more of not arguing back with mom when she is in one of her moods or some child at one of my children's school that is bulling them and the school school is running me in circles. I have had problems with teachers who have no common sense. I have lost my temper and I am not proud of it. Sometimes I feel like it is what should be done.

Other than that I am a good person I do love people, I am very shy and some people think I am weird or Stuck up,I am who I am quiet I sometimes don't know what to say to people so I just listen, Sometimes when there is awkward silence I say the most stupidest things ever. If I keep my Mama Bear self in check and keep my mouth closed then I will have it made.

My Opinion Matters

I really don't know exactly know what will be posted on this blog?  My thoughts maybe my opinion on what is going on in my community, schools, and My opinion  on Celebrity Behavior . I hope nothing too heavy depressing. Wish me luck and I hope I will have some follower.s